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If Not Me Then Who – Life Purpose

Posted by Glenn AKA: Wired Pig December 23 2009, 2:45pm#

Two years ago, Christmas day, I was almost killed. Since that time I’ve been searching for my purpose in life. I’ve made a recent discovery, one that’s been there all along, as to what my purpose is. I’m not going to come out and say it, not right this moment, but I will get to it. Let me tell a story. Earlier this year Twitter was ablaze with the Iranian Election Protests. Twitter avatars all over were turning green as fast as the eye could look and scroll the page. It was amazing. Part of the issue faced by supporters was the question of why. Why are you supporting them? Why should we care? A few weeks ago a friend of mine, also on Twitter, was booted off of another social networking site. Again I supported the user. My stand was simple, she was booted for no good reason. Again, I was asked, why are you supporting her? Why do you care? Why are you pushing to get an apology from the site, they wont do it. I have spent my life in service to others. From the time I graduated high school to present. I have been a stocker at the base commissary keeping the shelves full of Pillsbury and Kraft products. I was an avionics technician working on the radar systems housed in the F-4S Phantom II. I was a police officer in Texas for a municipality and a school district agency. I was a deputy sheriff for a populated and urban county in Colorado. I have also worked security, as I do now, at various points along the way. All of those jobs were in service to others, meaning I worked for them. I fulfilled an obligation or served a need. I didn’t run any company. Each job was based on the fact that: Something needed watching, or a freezer or chiller case needed more product in it, or bad guys needed to be caught, jailed, taken to court, or a radar set needed fixed so the mission could continue. Do you see where this is headed? I’ll sum it up in a short, concise slogan. A tag line of my Life Theme if you will. If not me then who? If I don’t take a stand, who will? If I don’t stand up for the rights of others, who will? Who will stand up for me when the time comes? Will you take the stand, fight the just fight? There in lays the problem. Collectively we look to each other to take the stand. We don’t want to be the one out there looking like a fool. What happens if we’re wrong? Why take a stand at all? Surely others have our best welfare at heart. Right? Its always in a companies or nations best interest to look after the lowest common denominator… its people. Surely that’s true. Well, its not. People like power. People, out of fear or ego, often refuse to admit mistakes. Companies, out of a lust for cash, make decisions that are not in the best interests of their product’s users. A company will refuse to admit mistakes out of the same fears a person would, fear and ego. Take the Iranian elections. I supported the student protesters because, as I see it, they needed to know that their story was getting out. They needed to know that people around the world supported their cause. Simple. Solidarity. In the case of Brightkite and my friend who was booted, I supported the user. It was unequivocal based on what I knew of her and the situation. By keeping up pressure her account was restored and she recieved an ‘off the record’ phone call to explain what had gone wrong. Again, solidarity. If we don’t take the little stands then we will surely not take the larger ones. In each case I could have said, ’screw that’ and ‘whats in it for me?’ The Iranian protest would have gone on without me. My friend may or may not have had her account restored. It, at the time, had no effect on me personally. Then I looked at everything my life has done. The jobs I’ve held and the underlying nature of the jobs. All are service. All are, in the end, helping someone else. We are not islands. We are global. What happens in other nations has a direct and immediate impact on our lives. What happens to others, just or unjust, can and will – as history has shown – happen to us. So, the question I had, answered itself. If not me, then who? If not here, where?

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Thought for 102309

Posted by Glenn AKA: Wired Pig October 23 2009, 2:00pm#

I am not, and never have been, a writer. This is a simple fact and one I have stated before. I have, and will continue to state it because I would love to be a writer. At the core, its pure envy. I have sat before the screen and easily pounded out a short 1000 word post on a couple of occasions. Though rarely. To be honest here, I cant even tell you what post’s they were. I’m sure they must have been great posts… but I digress, This post isn’t about writing. This post in perticular is about the news you may have missed this week.

30 Republican’s vote against anti-rape law and don’t say why they voted against it.(1) Microsoft released Windows 7 into the wild. I’m running it on my main PC and it’s faster than Vista was(2) on the same hardware. Congress is taking up Net Neutrality again and some members of Congress, including the former Republican Presidential Candidate, are opposed to it… claiming it would harm business. Apple has revamped their line of desktop and portable computers. Apple is also going to support Windows 7 via Boot Camp ‘by the end of the year’ as long as your not using one of the first Intel based iMac’s and MacBooks, anything made in 2006… Nokia is suing Apple over ten patents it claims Apple has violated in the iPhone. Google and Bing are now indexing Twitter Tweets as well as Facebook posts…

Yeah, a pretty slow week for tech news. Here is some news you may have missed, or wish you had, that shows just how great humans are, trusting, stupid or just crazy…

Woman flashes $27,000 at Mass. bar, gets robbed Man robs shop on way to interrogation: German police Airliner loses contact, overflies destination Iowa mom repeatedly whacks intruder with toy bat SC man drives 80 miles to give explosives to cops

Footnotes are for reference only and may have little, if anything to do with the text from the post. You can see the record here. P4-3.4, 2GB Exciting, huh?

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Thought for 102109

Posted by Glenn AKA: Wired Pig October 21 2009, 6:00pm#

Today’s thought is on expectations. I deliberately try and keep my expectations low. I do this for several reasons. One being, if I’m right, I get what I was looking for and, should I be wrong and get a great outcome, then the rest of the day is a bonus – like the cherry on top. This is not to say that I advocate people taking the easy way and shooting for the lawn instead of their neighbors roof. Nay. I want everyone to shoot for the moon. I just choose to think that my not dying during the day is a great thing. And, should I make it through the day, then the beer at the end if that cherry. Here are some professions that, IMHO, should not take the low road -

CDC Scientists A bad day for them means a hell of a crappy day for the rest of us. Think about it. Actors Just getting by means that the Oscar ™ worthy performance that would have made me cry will now be like watching Mr. Rogers playing the roll of The God Father… not pretty. IAEA Investigators Sure, whats a missed nuclear enrichment facility… EOD Technicians, Hostage Negotiators, Nurses and Brain Surgeons. These are all self evident.

Thats all for this thought…

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Its About The Now

Posted by Glenn AKA: Wired Pig May 11 2009, 8:00pm#

In my Life Theme I have been lacking something. Over the past few years I have become more angry, more depressed, more bitter. And in that time I have been shown, again and again, what I’m missing. Or, at the least, what I’ve been doing wrong. I have been living to long in the past. Living to long worrying over what I did and what I should have done. I have not been living in the ‘now’. I have not been giving myself to the moment and savoring it. Rather than living like there is no tomorrow, I’ve been living s if yesterday were going to attack me. I have not been living up to my potential. I have not been ‘going the extra mile’ to help my fellow man, to say less of helping my family. We are, at our very core, spiritual beings who are, at present, in a physical form. If we do not grow and learn while here, then our time was wasted. Its not about buying toys or building massive buildings and bridges. That is not our legacy. Our legacy is to be better than we think we can be. To use our abilities to help each other. Its not about who makes the most money or who has the biggest home or the most cars or goes on vacations to Europe. Those are ego driven plans. Ego is not a help, its a hindrance. I am tired of being my own enemy. I am tired of living in a hell that I created when I am capable of making my own paradise. By living in the now I can enjoy my children, my wife and our family. By living in the future I am not present any more than I am worrying about the past. I can no more control what happens to me tomorrow than I can make the sun rise in the West or make Portland the worlds financial center. I cant drive a trip in my car if I’m always looking at the destination(1) . I have to be conscious of where I am at the moment. We each, as individuals and collectively, have the power to shape the world. We are energy. We are all interconnected. At our core, we are eternal(2) . This eternal nature makes us all special. Few of us realize our potential to have a meaningful impact on others lives, others outside our family that is. We fall into the place I am. The living in the past and worrying about the future. We fail to see the people we cross paths with daily who we can help. We do the least we can to get through the day. I am just as guilty of this as anyone. But, by living this way we are not living in the Now. I don’t know about you, but I cannot afford to not live here, now. My plan from here on out is simple. In the words of my Friend, Ann - “If you don’t add to my life, I’m subtracting you.(3) “. I cannot afford to be bombarded by negativity, infighting, gossip, political partisanship, bigotry, or hatred. If you are not proposing a constructive, proactive change, I don’t need you. I cannot afford to spend my energy giving value to the negativity. I am here to make a difference in peoples lives for the good. I hope you are too.

All footnotes are for reference only. These have no bearing on the information presented above and may include: side thoughts, more links or just more scattered information. Read at your own risk.

Thanks to James A Ray for this analogy, its so true. By that I mean that which makes us, comprises our physical bodies, is eternal. We are matter. Matter is energy. Even light is energy. And, at this level, we are over 99% space. The space in and between atoms. Atoms are not born and do not die. They can only change from one form to another. Like burning a log you do not destroy the atoms in the wood, only transform it into light. Into photons. From @AnnOhio’s Twitter profile.

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Either Move or Stay Still

Posted by Glenn AKA: Wired Pig May 4 2009, 8:30pm#

I have had my ‘Life Theme’ shown over and over(1) and I’m still at a loss. I guess I’m a lot like the rest of the world, I can see what I need to be doing, or what road I need to go down, but I’m uncomfortably comfortable where I am. I’m still waiting for that event that pushes me to act. I see that, at least for me, to be a sad insight - ‘waiting for that event’ to come along and make me change. If I were a ‘Law Of Attraction’(2) believer(3) I would be working harder to send out the ‘positive energy’ to get it in return. Instead I seem to be sending out the ‘crap in a brown paper bag’(4) energy and getting the same energy back. I’m stuck and am not sure how to change it. My uncomfortable comfort comes from knowing where I am and what I’m doing. I’ve become accustomed to rising at a certain time(5) , eating at a certain time, leaving for work and arriving home at certain times. This is my world. Ordered. Not necessarily the best order, but ordered and warm fitting none the less. When something happens, no matter how small, to alter my world (up late, up early, off to work late, etc.) my mind races that I have been sabotaged and that, as a result, my world will now cease to be. I act like I’ve been set upon and I react out of fear and annoyance that my precious schedule(6) has been irreparably shattered even though I know its not. Its not a righteous anger to be very sure. Were I be a believer in the Law of Attraction, or The Holographic Universe(7) theory or the ideas that James Arthur Ray(8) teaches, I would be taking all of these challenges, turning them on their ear, and using them to my advantage. But, alas, I sit here doing what I’ve always done: lamenting my fate and doing nothing to change my future. The options, as stated above, are to A) do nothing, stay comfortable, and hope something happens to alter my course or B) become proactive and move, on my own, out of my comfort zone, and become a changer. This is where I’m stuck. Yeah, I know, “get moving!”, “do what you know you need to do”, “no one is going to change you except you”…. blah. I know all of that. I also know I’m destined for more that what I’m doing now. Knowing, at the least to me, is totally different than acting. Belief is great. I agree with you there. But, if I can interject with myself here, how can I move forward when I don’t know where I’m supposed to be going? My friend Sprite pointed out, here, - When you open yourself to accepting yourself as a better person, a person who’s heart & soul reaches out beyond himself, in faith, in kindness, in understanding and adapt that desire, an entire new world opens for you with unlimited potential. And I see that as my issue. While I can accept me as a better person, I see me as what I am. I’m not reaching to be better. I can see that. I see me as complaining that I’m not better. I have become a true complainer (9) . How do I go about accepting me as a better person? I’m not giving up, I just have some ‘issues’ to work out. And with my vast readership(10) I’m sure I’ll find my way eventually. With that last part said I need to end this by saying a couple of things. The first is that I am not a patient person. Not being patient is actually an understatement. And secondly, this may come as a complete surprise to everyone(11) I am not into self-help books and the like. Yes, there are reasons for that, some of which I may go into at some as yet undetermined point. So, there you have it. My options as it were. Stay the course because I like my ordered universe and because I’m not exactly sure where my ‘Life Theme’ needs to take me OR say screw it and go off somewhere that may not be right(12) . Were providing for my family not so much of an issue for me, would I be more apt to change my direction? Hmm… Now that I have rambled on, I think I’ve lost track of where I was headed. Ah yes, I remember now. I need to either move or stay still. Find my place in life or do nothing. This entry was much better formed, and a lot more coherent, in my mind. Sorry you had to muddle through my attempt at placing it into words. I would promise to be more direct in future posts, but you and I both know that they will end up the same way. I’m good with that. All footnotes are for reference only. These have no bearing on the information presented above and may include: side thoughts, more links or just more scattered information. Read at your own risk.

I’ve blogged about it here, here, and here. And now in this post. See Wikipedia entry here. And I’m not overly sure I’m not. But then I fall into the self-fulfilling prophecy of doom. This self made quote, sadly, makes me giggle. I think this to be, up to this point in time, one of my best lines. Ever. Period. 10am is a great time to get up. Honestly. Its my life and my schedule - the one by which my world operates - and I like things orderly. Go figure. A good book that my wife bought and that I have not read enough of. My wife went to one of his seminars in Vegas in late 2008 and I’ve watched a bit of his DVD’s. You can view his website here. I wonder if that will raise more issues? I mean, I hate complainers and I have become one. It can be measured in almost a few dozen. Yeah, I have that kind of ‘reach’ with my blog. I’m not dissing you my friends, just stating that if I were doing this blog for money, I’d have starved years ago. If it does come as a surprise to you, please seek help. Keep in mind that I still need to pay bills, child support, support my family, etc.

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Typical Day

Posted by Glenn AKA: Wired Pig April 8 2009, 6:44pm#

Ever wonder what a typical work day is for old Wired Pig? I know you never even considered it. Since you’ve read this far you might as well humor me and keep reading… it’ll only take a few minutes.

My day, even weekends, typically starts at 10am. I get up and do the obligatory SSS and get dressed. After my fun I get D5 some breakfast and we relax until noonish after getting her dressed and locating her backpack I drop her off at school (she’s in the afternoon kindergarten class) and I head in to Portland to work.

Once in PDX I get the rest of my uniform on and head out on patrol. I drive hither and yon checking buildings, watching parking lots, setting alarms and escorting staff to their vehicles. I also manage to twitter a bit while I’m working. And eat dinner.

After work I head home, picking up my wife and D5 from my mother in laws house before reaching home. After spending some quality time with the family we head to bed, ready to do it all over again tomorrow. I told you it would be quick!

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